Year of the Rabbit river

You said you could take this
You said it wouldn't get ugly again
And no, you can't meditate this
You wish it never began
I want to be sober, yeah, I want to be like a river
Just let my life float through me
But I can't connect with a loaded gun in my hand
You started to worry
You bent yourself to get under the hand
And now with your shipwreck stories
You say you don't understand
I want to be sober, yeah, I want to be like a river
Just let my life float through me
But I can't connect with a loaded gun in my hand
[Incomprehensible]