Iâd buy a suit, a fancy coat
And bonnets for your hair to make you feel alive when you donât
I know you said long ago
The lines you cross will cost you son, itâs done, more than youâll ever know
But I love you and then I loathe you
You let me bend and break to suffocate
And if I want to, let me haunt you
Iâm in your dreams for nowâ¦bet you donât know how
I go to eat and every street
Reminds me of the walks and talks and flowered sandals on your feet
And happy times have gone behind
The screen that flickers on until itâs gone, while youâre moving on
But I love you and then I loathe you
You let me bend and break just to suffocate
And if I want to, let me haunt you
In your dreams for now, âtil you donât know how I got out
(Donât leave me, donât leave me and donât lead me on)
And all the time I thought that it was hard
And then you rot within his arms
Thatâs what I fought for so long
And if I love you why do I loathe you?
Iâve learned theyâre both the same when I hear your name
And if I miss you or just resist you
Youâre in my dreams for now, âtil I donât know how you got out