Are you kidding me?
Because you've got to be joking
on a night like tonight especially.
I sense distaste,
but I was never great at reading your face.
I'm not a fucking trophy,
but to you I might as well have been.
We're outside of an awkward Christmas party,
two separate shades of parting.
Say you're kidding me,
except I don't think you're joking,
and neither of us are laughing.
How did I end up bedside
wondering what you meant by the end?
Now you've seen
that I'm not exactly the person you wanted me to be,
so put it on my shoulders.