When I woke I got up to collect my doubts
I chewed them with my lucky jaw
I chewed them with my lucky jaw
I need someone to care for me
A bigger heart to care for me
What will I be without this force to support me?
To collect me
I used to think I was strong enough to cope with fears as deep and fierce as mine
Hahahaha
But then I broke
And then I fell
I screamed and curled and cracked and crawled
Selfishness, foolishness,
Predicts defeat
The jester rules the stronghold
Love I saw, love I saw
I had never seen a love that big before
Carelessness, recklessness
Predicts defeat
The jester rules the stronghold
A woman burned the castle mine
She said I could no longer shine
In armor she thought of as foul and fake
But foul and fake was she to me
I pushed her away she had to leave
I was left alone in an empty black burned out field
Oh what I desire
Is my lover's great soothing fire
For me
Watching
Waiting
Trying to free
Scattered around on the floor
All the things of a boy
The armor and the plans for war
All meaningless but wonderful
Caught in the caves on my hearts trampoline
I can not be traced no I can not be seen
I lie in my tomb but still suffer the pain
The vision of you now is all that remains
Oh it burns my eyes
But love is great
And love's divine