Make me, make me sweat, til' I'm wet, til' I'm dry
But then wipe this tear from my eye
Haven't felt this warm in a long time
Even out in the bright sunshine
In lifetime of springtimes
I fall into your arms
With my heart pumpin' on
Like a bubblin' dub track
Like a garlicy hot tongue and lip smack
I did some contemplation
Before we got down to this consecration
Maybe baby something in you kiss said
It was an impetuous for me to rethink this
If, I love you
Then, I better get tested
Make sure we're protected
I walk through the park
Dressed like a question mark
Hark, I hear my memory bark
In the back of my brain makn' me insane like cocaine
But, how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
Is it gonna be a negative?
How'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
Is it gonna be a negative?
But, how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
It dawned on me, it seemed to me
This is unusual scenery, this red light greenery
Make me feel kinda dreamery
Thinkin' how I used to be
Arrive at the clinic, walk through the front door
Take a nervous number, then I think about it more
About all the time that I neglected
Makin' sure that, I was protected
They took my blood
With an anonymous number
Two weeks waitin' wonderin'
I shoulda done this a long time ago
A lot of excuses why I couldn't go
I know these things and these things I must know
'Cause it's better to know than to not know
But, how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
Is it gonna be a negative?
How'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
Is it gonna be a negative?
But, how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
I go home to kick it in my apartment
I try to give myself, a risk assessment
The wait is what can really annoy ya
Everyday is more paranoia
I'm readin' about how it's transmitted
Some behavior I must admit it
Who I slept with, who they slept with
Who they, who they, who they slept with?
I think about life and immortality
What's the first thing I do if I'm H.I.V.?
Have a cry and tell my mother
Get on the phone
And call my past lovers
I never thought about infectin' anotha
All the times that I said, ‽Hmm? Don't bother”
Was it really all that magic?
The times, I didn't use a prophylactic
Would my whole life have to change?
Or would my whole life remain the same?
Sometimes it makes me wanna shout
All these things too hard to think about
A day to laugh, a day to cry
A day to live and a day to die
'Til I find out, I may wonder
But, I'm not gonna live my life six feet under
But, how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
Is it gonna be a negative?
How'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?
Is it gonna be a negative?
But, how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive?

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