Downplay the one who laughs last

There's a war inside of me and you watch it silently
Any idiot could see that I killed all the hope that I had
There's a war inside of me, burning red and honestly
And I wave it constantly like a flag, like a flag, like a flag
This knife that's in my back keeps twisting
Anxiety attacks
This is a battleground, I'm caught in the crossfire
My words are weaponry and I'm waiting patiently
You win the battle now but I will return the fire
'Cause I'd crawl on broken glass
To be the one who laughs last
You're advancing mercilessly, unprovoked and needlessly
And I'll march you into the sea just to watch you drown in the end
I am used to these black eyes, to be bruised, antagonized
But it overwhelms my mind to believe that I called you a friend
This knife that's in my back keeps twisting
Anxiety attacks
This is a battleground, I'm caught in the crossfire
My words are weaponry and I'm waiting patiently
You win the battle now but I will return the fire
'Cause I'd crawl on broken glass
To be the one...
This is a battleground, I'm caught in the crossfire
My words are weaponry and I'm waiting patiently
You win the battle now but I will return the fire
'Cause I'd crawl on broken glass
To be the one who laughs last
And down the trenches, I will go
Fight the armies on my own
I alone
This is a battleground, I'm caught in the crossfire
My words are weaponry and I'm waiting patiently
You win the battle now but I will return the fire
'Cause I'd crawl on broken glass
To be the one...
This is a battleground, I'm caught in the crossfire
My words are weaponry and I'm waiting patiently
You win the battle now but I will return the fire
'Cause I'd crawl on broken glass
To be the one who laughs last
To be the one who laughs last