Hardside shut it out

I, I shut it down i shut it out
Nowhere to go plagued with self doubt
My heat it beats barely alive
the would is cold i gotta survive
time is ticking away
counting down our days
i shut it down i shut it out
An eye for an my constant hate
got to control before its too late
nowhere to go nowhere to hide
life is a struggle but ive got to survive
I shut it down i shut it out
My life slips away
counting down my days
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