In God We Rust anxiety

I used to smile
If you look my way
I used to have conversations
With nothing to say
I tried my best
Did all that I should
I even kept myself sober
As long as I could
But I don’t do that kind of shit anymore
Cause the killer in my dreams
Has the face of every single person that I meet
It’s my anxiety
I used to try
I used to be cool
I even tattooed my body
And dropped out of school
I used to love without a care
I even used to give a damn
If no one was there
But I don’t do that kind of shit anymore
Cause the killer in my dreams
Has the face of every single person that I meet
It’s my anxiety
But I don’t do that kind of shit anymore
Cause the killer in my dreams
Has the face of every single person that I meet
And every drug I put inside of me
Keep its quiet till I wake
And the second I open my eyes
I’m ready to meet my anxiety