Lost Autumn new part of me

So you think that you can juggle two hearts at one time with no consequence?
You hypocrit you have become precisely what you accused me of being
So what exactly is it that you want me to be?
Battered and broken?
Now I see that this life has been killing me
So breathe new life in me
So the chains stay broken
And you'll never see the new part of me
It's so sad
You rely on sex and compliments to feel a little self-respect
Well, look where that got you
You thought you had me still and controlled under your oppressive thumb
But I couldn't be more gone
So what exactly is it that you want me to be?
Compliant and soft-spoken?