Splendid cry

I'm jumbled up and mixed around
Feels like a crowd in a small town
When only poison comes out
Can't drink it away
Can't argue it off
But I can cry
My tongue's stuck in my mouth
Apologies and kisses inside out
When only anger shouts
Can't drink it away
Can't argue it off
But I can cry
Truth is I love you
It's just twisted into a you
You didn't know existed
And all the other lame excuses