Late at night, all alone, counting all my wealths
Everything belongs to me in my castle
Fire's burning, nevertheless I'm still cold
I don't remember what warmth means...
When I'm alone, looking through my gold framed window
I see them smile, I see them smile...
I've never given anything to anyone
I wish I could be loved but I can't open my heart...
At the end of my days
I realized I've missed the train, lost my friends
Selfishness has destroyed my life
Almost dead, locked out in my solitude, I cry...
I have no one to confess my faults, to forgive me
I remember, I had a friend needing my help, needing my hand
I didn't see, I walked away. That was my life, that was my past
Always trying to be the best, to get the rest, never giving...
I want to try to be gentle
I want to smile, at least for once
Help me, I'm old. Goodbye, i'm dying...
If I had the time, I'd learn to share
To enjoy life as two, but it's too late...
In the end, trembling, I'm writing to the sky
I hope my letter will be red at my death
I'll only keep my pride and my tears in my eternal sleep.